Chapter 48

Chapter 48

The room right next door held my father, completely unaware that right now, Shin Chi-woo was touching me between my legs. I wondered if this was how it felt to secretly do the bad things adults always told you not to.

So this is why the more you’re told not to, the more you want to. The thrill of keeping a secret away from everyone’s eyes was electric.

“Mm… mmph…”

Even the sound had started to turn sticky now. The way his fingers rubbed over my underwear felt so obsc*ne I questioned whether we should really be doing this, but then… ah—his fingers brushed my pelvis.

“I can’t hold back anymore. I just can’t.”

I didn’t even know when my pants had come off or when my underwear slipped down around my ankles. As we kept kissing, sticky and unending, I reached down and undid Shin Chi-woo’s belt buckle myself. I wanted to become one with him—right now.

As if he had reached his limit, Shin Chi-woo grabbed my left leg and hooked it over his waist. Standing on one leg made it hard to keep my balance, but soon his steady weight began to press me down. I was pinned completely, sandwiched between the wall and Shin Chi-woo, without even a chance to wobble.

“Ah…! Mmnh…”

We weren’t some couple overcome with lust on the side of the road—we were inside a motel, with a bed just a few steps away. Yet there we were, tangled up right at the entrance. It was obvious both of us had gone completely mad, unable to even think about making it to the bed.

“Ah… it hurts…”

“I’ll only go halfway in, just hang in there… okay?”

The pants and underwear that hadn’t been fully removed were still caught around the ankle of my supporting leg. The other leg, fully bare, was held tight in his grip from the thigh up. I was enduring the pain that sliced through my body.

It hurt. It hurt so much. But through the pain, a faint heat of pl*asure began to spread.

Even if we’d taken our time and properly prepared, it would’ve been painful since it was my first time. But the time we had left was limited, and no matter what he did, he wouldn’t have been able to get me completely ready. And I didn’t want to part ways without becoming one.

“Ah… ah…”

Though I was w*t, the tension in my body hadn’t fully eased, and still, that massive thickness pushed its way in. His hot, hard length—just how thick was it? Even as my skin stretched in every direction, it didn’t seem like I could take all of him in.

Was I going to tear apart like this? The moment I felt him entering deeper, I realized his length was no joke either. If this was how deep he went while we were standing, then if I had taken him lying down, it might’ve felt like he was piercing through my stomach.

“Just a bit… go slow. It hurts… but even though it hurts…”

“Hang on, just a little more… I’ll stay just like this, okay?”

“Mmnh…”

I knew he was too big and that it was my first time, so of course it would hurt. That’s why I tried my best to endure it. But the pain kept crashing down, so intense I couldn’t take it anymore.

He said he’d only put in half… but I couldn’t see, so I had no idea if this really was only halfway. If he went all the way in, I seriously thought I might die. It sounds ridiculous, but that’s how huge and heavy he felt. And then—

Wait…?

The leg that had been planted on the floor ended up wrapped around his waist too. Without realizing it, I clung tighter to his neck with both arms. For a second, I was terrified—afraid I might fall to the ground.

“At this rate, you’re going to get hurt. This won’t do.”

It must’ve been that Shin Chi-woo lifted me up with both hands under my thighs. The sudden shift in position sent a wave of pain crashing through me, so sharp it felt like my flesh might tear.

The fact that I could still feel pain meant we were still connected, and I couldn’t believe that was even possible—but then my body suddenly felt slightly more at ease. He had carried me while still inside me and laid me down on the bed.

“How is it now?”

“A little… just a little bit… less painful…”

It definitely felt better lying down than taking him while standing. Not that the pain magically disappeared just because we were on the bed, but the comfort of a more stable position made a real difference. It also helped ease my anxiety.

I watched in silence as the man on top of me took off his suit jacket. He could have pulled out just once and then gone back in, but maybe he didn’t want to part from me even for a moment. Still inside, he loosened his tie. Then, leaning his torso over mine, he wrapped me in his arms and whispered,

“I know I should finish quickly… but I don’t want to.”

“T-The time…”

“I know.”

He kissed me gently, as if he understood exactly how hard this was for me, easing the pain for a moment. I didn’t know a kiss could be this sweet, but this man was selfish—feeding me a piece of candy just to satisfy his own craving.

Shin Chi-woo subtly flexed his thighs, pushing my legs further apart. As the space between my knees widened, he started moving his hips, gradually pressing deeper into me.

“Relax… Wan-yi.”

“Huuh… aaah…”

When I’d taken him standing, there were angles that just didn’t quite reach. But now, lying with my back on the bed, our movements aligned much better.

His length slowly pushed into a place he hadn’t yet reached. Even his blunt tip had a hard time fitting through the narrow entrance, and the rest of his solid girth stretched me in every direction. Like a balloon about to burst, I barely managed to hold him in, caught between pain and pl*asure, helplessly flailing inside.

“I’ll finish soon.”

“Ahh… mmgh… haah! Nnh…”

“I’ll finish quickly, just hold on a little longer.”

Flushed with heat, I looked up at Shin Chi-woo. His face was clearly aroused, yet the tension between his brows showed how hard he was trying to hold back. But even though he was frowning, it seemed he didn’t like seeing me do the same.

He smoothed the crease between my brows with his fingers, asking me to keep enduring. For him, stopping midway wasn’t an option. When he said he’d finish quickly, he meant he was going to release himself inside me.

“Okay, just… hurry…”

“I’m trying.”

Without changing his expression, he kept flipping his words over like turning a hand. I knew they were the selfish lies of a man, but I let myself be fooled anyway.

I knew it was contradictory, yet I didn’t want to stop either. I wanted to quit because it hurt, but at the same time, I wanted to keep going—maybe I was crazy too.

“Ahh… nnngh… mmph…!”

Each time he moved his hips, a tingling sensation started in my lower belly and spread slowly through my entire body. It felt as if poison had been released into my veins, numbing everything. Maybe it was killing the rational part of me trying to think. That was the only way I could continue this reckless, impulsive act.

Hoo…

Even when I tightened and flinched, then loosened again, I didn’t let him go. The way I felt his movements, he must have been feeling it too. Forcing himself into such a tight space would cause a lot of pressure—that must be why his face looked like that.

I wondered if this was what male ar*usal looked like. His eyes, heated yet calm, were trying to hold back for fear of hurting me. But the relentless thrust of his length back and forth must have been his true feelings. Selfish, without a shred of restraint.

“Nnngh… haaah…!”

Seeing how much I was struggling, Shin Chi-woo must have decided he couldn’t keep pushing so hard. As if taking a short pause, he thrust in deep once and then stopped moving.

Then he sat up slightly and pushed my knit top and bra up in one motion. My chest, which no one had ever seen before, was suddenly exposed—and sure enough, men really were weak to visual stimulation.

He looked like he was seeing a woman’s br*asts for the first time, completely spellbound. Then, without warning, he started thrusting again. The force was so strong, I could feel my chest shaking all over without even looking.

He was obviously pounding into me like that just to see them bounce. What a jerk.

“Ah…!”

“Shh… your dad’s in the room next door, Wan-yi.”

“…Mm.”

“We’ll get caught like this.”

No matter how hard I tried to hold it in, I couldn’t completely suppress the whimpers that kept slipping out with his relentless thrusts. As I groaned under my breath and accidentally let out a moan, Shin Chi-woo kept reminding me—like he wanted me to hear it—that my dad was just on the other side of the wall.

With my lips tightly sealed, I grabbed onto his shoulders and twisted my body as if I couldn’t take it anymore. Each time his solid body slammed into me with increasing speed, a strange and electrifying sensation bloomed where we touched.

So much for putting in just half and finishing quickly—he was relentless, stirring me up with an almost obsessive intensity. Amid the w*t, slick sounds of friction, Shin Chi-woo drove deep inside, reaching all the way to the furthest part of me.

The force of it sent tremors through my entire body, leaving me completely dazed. Even through the pain, I could feel all the blood in my body rushing downward.