Chapter 9

The relationship with the man felt familiar yet strange. It was certainly not the first time being close to him. Nevertheless, the first time keeps coming to mind.

The warmth that lifts the clothes and penetrates the bare skin, the sensation of a kiss as if given to a lover, the touch that caresses the skin. Even though it’s obvious that he’s tough without any emotions, he keeps making me think of the old him.

“Ugh, Executive Director, sir…”

“Just a little, just a little…slowly.”

Lee Heon frowned deeply at the woman who was clinging on without even trying to hide her unsteady breathing. Unlike her usual neat and composed self, her face was flushed, as if she was about to burst into tears, and her disheveled appearance seemed almost calculated, which was laughable.

“You have a lot of wishes.”

However, the fact that it simultaneously oddly irritated him was ironic.

Lee Heon, who was staring at the eyelashes that were moistened and drooping, raised one corner of his mouth slightly.

“You said we were special, right?”

“Yes?”

As if she had misheard him, Jisoo’s eyes widened the next moment.

The two eyes, which clearly seemed to be hiding something, were so clear and transparent that I felt a surge of anger.

“Were we ever really ‘that’ kind of relationship to begin with?”

“What…”

“Literally.”

The monotone speech was stiff. The words thrown out as if spat out had not a trace of pretense.

Seeing the eyes that seemed to be hurt, there was no mercy in the relentless push.

If I let my guard down, it feels like I’ll be held back and sink deeply without even a chance to escape.

So, it was just a petty act. At the cruel words, Jisoo bit her lip. However, as if it was a question he didn’t expect an answer to, he lowered his hand.

The hand that had been resting on the flat, toned stomach unhesitatingly unbuckled the pants and slid down. Gasping, Jisoo grabbed his wrist. However, it was not enough to withstand his immense strength.

The already damp dough was so hot it seemed to mock the weather, melting away. Even though it didn’t directly touch, the humid energy could be felt.

Ignoring her curled-up legs, the fingers plunged under her underwear without hesitation and pierced through her all at once.

“Ah, Executive Director…!”

She let out a shallow breath and tilted her head back. Her lips, which had been tightly closed like a flower about to bloom, suddenly parted and let out a mournful moan.

As if savoring the slippery and warm sensation, Lee Heon slowly stroked the inside. The flesh, hot and tightly gripping as if it would melt everything, was so tender and smooth that no further description was needed.

He bent his fingers like that, then changed direction, and then increased the number. Even so, the movement did not stop. The woman’s thigh twitched, and I could feel the inside gradually getting wet.

Yeah. That’s right.

Slowly, leisurely, it gradually picked up speed as it explored the inside.

The more he moved his hand, the more the heat gathered inside Jisoo. Unlike the relentless advance and retreat, he had a calm expression. The only one stiffening her body and collapsing in this space was her.

With a bewildered look in her eyes, Jisoo trembled her shoulders without even being able to resist. Her pupils trembled helplessly, just like his.

“Ah, Executive Director.” Mr. Executive Director.

The fingertips, which had been moving in a steady rhythm, suddenly jabbed inward. In an instant, a sharp moan escaped. Before she even realized it, Jisoo’s head was buzzing and her toes were curling.

There was no intention of showing any leniency. Feeling the sensation pooling in his palm, Lee Heon shook his wrist, and the woman sobbed.

I lowered my head and then tightly closed my eyes. With a small hand, I grabbed the firm shoulder, but unable to keep touching it, I reached back and pressed my hand against the wall. The nape of the neck, tinged with the color of a ripe peach, looked enticing.

Fuck, seriously.

I hadn’t even started, but it felt like I was holding a huge fireball in my stomach. It felt like my brain was numb from pleasure greater than the pain, and my ears were ringing.

The embarrassing sound of a creak echoed through the room with the swift hand gestures. Jisoo’s upper body, which had let out a thin and shallow moan, leaned forward. The round forehead touched Lee Heon’s shoulder.

A dense breath seeped through the thin fabric. Please, ah. Ignoring the pleading cries, the movements continued mercilessly.

Regardless of my will, my waist twisted and sprained out wildly. The more he pulled his waist back, the more persistently the man followed.

Is it just my imagination that the man’s breathing has also become rough? Jisoo’s breath became irregularly rapid as he pressed his lips together until they turned white.

“Ah, ahhh!”

Reaching the peak of sensation was instantaneous. Soon, she who had stopped breathing convulsed faintly.

Even I, unable to help it, sobbed a few times with my breath. Shuddering my waist a few times.

That short time felt like an eternity. How long did Jisoo take to catch her breath, resting her cheek on his broad shoulder? Slowly, Lee Heon withdrew his hand. The thick, long fingertips were glistening with moisture.

As Jisoo, who had been trembling faintly, slumped, the person who had been close to her pulled away. As if that act was the purpose.

Seeing that, Jisoo barely managed to stand by gripping the nightstand, her legs giving way without even a moment to feel ashamed.

It felt like there were mice in my head, and my thoughts were sporadic. Rational judgment was impossible.

It felt like I was running a marathon, and my breath kept coming in gasps. My vision went white, and my eyes spun around.

While she, who had been staggering, caught her breath and composed herself, the man stood still.

As if observing something. As if watching something uninteresting.

Again, as if to see how she would react. As if to test her.

Except for the clear and distinct presence revealed below, Cha Lee Heon remained as cold and blunt as usual. If what was visible to the naked eye was just his face, it was enough to make one think he hadn’t lost his composure.

Only then did I recall. The man didn’t want to share his feelings or anything like that during this time. With one hand supporting her body, Jisoo’s trembling other hand touched the top button of her blouse.

The purpose was clear. Because I promised. Sex, because I came here for that.

I will do it. I recalled that he was a man who got annoyed by backtracking or deviating from his purpose.

The button slipped several times from her trembling fingertips. As if mocking her, Lee Heon let out a scoff of disbelief.

“Ms. Do Jisoo.”

“Did you want to do that with me?” Are you that desperate?

The gaze crossed over, but there was no response. There was no focus in the reddened eyes, which were brimming with tears. It was irritating.

Stepping forward again, Lee Heon steadied the staggering woman and muttered a curse under his breath.

It was easy to take off the woman’s already disheveled lower garments. As I pulled down the half-removed clothes along with the underwear, the thin fabric slacks fell down helplessly.

No, the urgent one was him. He had also been painfully swollen for a long time, as if about to burst.

“Stand up straight.”

He simply unbuckled and lowered his drawers, pushing her into the corner once more. The dangerous-looking bulge was ominously close to his navel.

Iro tore open the condom packaging and covered the woman’s upper body, her face flushed red, as if to dominate her. I didn’t think I had sadistic tendencies, but seeing the woman tense up like a frightened little animal sent chills down my spine and stirred excitement within me.

In the meantime, the way he pursed his lips made him look unnecessarily resolute. You can’t even make proper eye contact, so what?

Even so, should I admire the woman who made the bold decision to sell me, or should I mock her?

Thinking that, Lee Heon smirked. The mating was instantaneous.

“Ah!”

Suddenly, Jisoo’s neck was thrown back by the thick, heavy thing that had lunged at her. The blue veins standing out on the woman’s neck throbbed violently.

I couldn’t tell if the dying groans were of pain or pleasure.

Holding onto the woman who was gasping for breath at the unfamiliar bulk, Lee Heon forcefully pushed it all the way in. A strained sob escaped through her barely parted lips.

Feeling the pain as her body stretched to its limits, Jisoo felt the heat pooling in her stomach. My head spun with the unbearable raw sensation. Incomplete sentences lingered only in my mouth.

The sensation of heat, tightening as if it could break. She was small and tight enough that insertion alone could bring her to climax. The white and translucent cheek twitched as if chewing on something. That appearance was a testament to the determination to endure any hardship.

Even while watching that scene, Lee Heon did not stop.

If you start something, you should see it through to the end.

I thought I was already wet enough, but as I slowly bit my waist, the burning sensation of the friction on my skin became vivid.

They have sex as I wish, but is more consideration really necessary?

It was a mix of resentment towards the woman who dared to seduce me and stubbornness towards myself for easily succumbing to such temptation.

The next moment, gritting his teeth, Lee Heon grabbed Ji Soo’s slender waist with both hands. And then he slammed the light female body down on me.

“Ah!”

Without anything to rely on, the sense of rawness evaporated reason.

The gap between pleasure and pain was subtle. The sensation that started from the junction was so exquisite that it sent shivers down my spine. As I slowly pulled away, I saw the red flesh clinging to my penis. It was incredibly stimulating.

“f*ck”

Lee Heon, who muttered a curse under his breath again, suddenly thrust his hips forward. A sigh-like groan escaped from the two of them.

The woman, who had been shaking uncontrollably, instinctively wrapped her arms around her neck and hung on.

Thud, thud. Without a moment’s pause, every time he surged forward with a steady rhythm, moist breaths echoed in Jisoo’s ear. The sense of reality about time and space had long since disappeared. Every time he buried himself deep and hard, he only let out a moan that sounded like he was in pain.

“Ah, ah, huh, ah!”

Due to the difference in size and height, it was hard to endure. Jisoo’s legs trembled as they stood on the ground. Barely wrapping her legs around his waist, she lost strength and repeatedly stood on tiptoe. Ironically, the more they struggled, the deeper the connection became.

I felt something sticky flowing down the inside of my thigh. Even in my hazy mind, the stimulation was painfully vivid.

Jisoo, who was supporting her shoulders so tightly that her fingertips turned white, looked up at the man in front of her.

For a moment, my vision blurred. The man also had a face twisted in pain, as if he were enduring it. There was no way to tell whether it was pleasure or displeasure.

The clear thing is, my desire for him to come back. He was from back then. The one who loved me.

That desperate wish. Without a moment to exhale or inhale, the man forcefully slammed his body against hers in a staggered rhythm.

It hurts, no, it’s fine. It’s hot. No, it’s cold. I feel like I’m going crazy.

Sensations that couldn’t even be defined as one twisted and wrapped around my body.

Thud, the shock of the body sinking was transmitted directly to the brain, and a star burst in front of Jisoo’s eyes.

It was agonizing because my senses couldn’t keep up with my movements. It felt strange and unfamiliar, as if my body might end up in a terrible state if things continued like this.

“Ugh, ah.” Stop, ah!

A moan that sounded like someone else’s echoed in my deafened ears. It was already too late to distinguish whether the mixed-up voices were his or his own. I covered my mouth with the back of my hand, but it was useless.

“Ah, ah… ah!”

Clearly, it was oneself who was trembling helplessly, yet the sensations that constantly betrayed the will spread tingly through the limbs. It felt like an unbearable pleasure was binding my entire body.

My flesh stung as it collided, and my irregular breath filled my lungs and escaped. The field trembled at the end of the breath. It felt as if I had been struck by lightning.

My vision turned white, and my body floated into the air. My overly sensitive walls convulsed, and water burst forth from below.

Nevertheless, the man did not stop his probing movements. For a brief moment, she let out a powerless moan, but soon another wave that sent a jolt through her brain hit her again. Unable to withstand the peak of the moment, she twisted her waist.

At the peak of sensation, the woman squeezed her inner flesh tightly. As strong as the grip on Lee Heon’s shoulder.

Soon, the man who had sighed softly also began to shake violently.

As soon as he pulled out, Jisoo, who had been leaning against the wall, slumped down as if melting. What was more vivid than the tingling pain between his legs was the sensation of the love juice flowing inside.

It felt like all my energy had been drained, and I was completely out of it. After catching my breath for a while, the scenery of the dark room came back into focus.

The blouse, not even fully taken off, as soon as I entered the room, it was like I lost my mind. Only their lower bodies pressed against each other, grinding. In this room, he was the only one who was a mess. Even though he wasn’t the only one exposing his flesh. That appearance was no different from that of a beast.

As I exerted strength on my slender legs, the inner thighs trembled and convulsed. My hair, which I couldn’t bear to tie up, was sticking to my face with sweat, making a mess of it.

Lee Heon, having disposed of the wet condom, crossed his arms and took off his shirt in one go. A well-proportioned, solid physique caught my eye.

The last thing Jisoo saw was his, which had not calmed down at all despite the intense intercourse just moments ago.

“I need to do more.” I don’t remember anything.

“Yes?”

Lee Heon, who had switched to a new condom, lifted Ji Soo, who had collapsed with a pale face the next moment. Her slightly flustered face turned even paler. I turned her around before she could even process my words, as she staggered.

As soon as she leaned against the wall, warm lips touched her shoulder. There was nothing to see, but the warmth felt made Jisoo close her eyes. Before the previous pleasure had even settled.

“Lee Heon”

However, what was even more vivid was the sensation of my heart being torn to shreds by words that had no form.

“Try harder.”

Before my brain could even comprehend the meaning of the words, my body opened up again, and something hot penetrated.

Jisoo’s eyes widened and her lips parted silently at the man’s hasty and tight embrace.